I shouldn't really be blogging now, since tmr's school...
and i haven complete(not even started) all my homework. yet.
today's real fun.
mummy look stupid today. really stupid.
and she's wearing my dress.
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why is my life like that. you like pretending go be actress.
what makes you even think you're a good mother.
stop trying to make me what you like.
if you don't like me, go be someone else's mother, don't be mine.
i don't wanna be your child.i hate you.
i am not stupid.why wouldn't i learn if i had a better mother,
if i didn't have a bitch like you.
you suck.

5:11 AM
im alone; im emo;

I wanna read The Last Song by nicholas sparks.xD
why do people even care who I like. It's not like it's their business. haha...and for those of you who think you know, you should assume anything, cause I never told anyone yet. shh.
Don't you know I always lie. Right, you don't...cause I was lying.

10:43 PM
im alone; im emo;

STUPID!!!
don't give me hopes...please.
I shall never read your blog ever ever again.
Dedicating Erase and rewind to you...

4:26 AM
im alone; im emo;

today's gonna be boring.
actually want to go with yunzhu see the gundam festival, then in the end she cannot go...T.T
trying to lose weight, ever since my grandparents came, i ate and ate and my arms and legs all become flabby~~~~~
also partly because i never exercise. sad. my perfect figure gone liao. actually starting from last year already gone ler.
i did something really stupid about 2 weeks ago...and can't imagine why i did it again.==
anywaes, same old boring things. oh yeah. i finished ming zhong.(should be "!") but i not high. haha. dono why. probably one of the emotion swings...
Jiawei the emo. sounds lame now.

5:09 PM
im alone; im emo;

我也不知道自己是不是喜欢你了，
我希望不是，因为那只会给你带来麻烦...
如果可以，
想做你一辈子的好朋友...
但那已经不可能了
为什么还是会觉得，你对我...
算了，不可能的。
其实，当你说你喜欢她的那个时刻，我早就该放下了。
天真的我，固执的我，做了一次又一次的试探...
每次受伤，都在你面前假装没事，心碎，也不让你看见。
但是，你这样随便说说，我会相信的...
怎么觉得自己好可笑...
你是故意的吧...为了她，什么都做的出来。

祝你幸福...
我和你，有缘无分...

6:55 PM
im alone; im emo;

you call this family?i call this shit.
why am i blamed for everything
I didn't do anything.
That's why I really know what you mean when you say,
the world isn't fair.

5:02 AM
im alone; im emo;

I know I said that I'll never open my blog again. But msn disappointed me and crashed few days before. hah.
So if you want me to link you, please SMS me cause I lazy put tagboard.
there might be a chance I lazy link you...so erm....just wait and maybe i'll link you someday:D
LOL.
p.s. I deleted the previous blog cause it turned too vulgur, which is not my fault. And I'm not in love with Shaoyang. Yet.

1:28 AM
im alone; im emo;